I regard my actions as the evidence of facing my life and life，I imminently want to prove myself，I want to be an authentic man，without guise and sha
我把我的那些行为看做我勇敢面对生命，生活的证据，我迫切的想要证明自己，证明我自己是一个真实的人，而不是伪装与虚假。
I have heard of Master Wang Guozhen's well-known saying：For the longed goal，I shall despite wind and rain go.However，i would rather like using“No pains，no gains”to display its true meaning.Because the latter lets who is the countermarch person before difficulties understand the philosophy of“Mountains multiply， streams double back，I doubt there's even a road;willows clusterdarkly， blossoms shine，another village appears !”
我听说过汪国真大师那句话：既然选择了远方，便只顾风雨兼程，可我更愿意用“No pains，no gains”来描绘它真正的意义，因为这句话，让在困难前逆行的人更能明彻“山重水复疑无路，柳暗花明又一村”之义。
Heroes who put themselves in harm's way，such as fire，landslide，virus.Why our chinese advance wave upon wave，just doing the same thing，even if there will be sacrifice and bleed？
逆行于火海前，逆行于山崩前，逆行于病毒前，为何我们中国人前赴后继地在做着同一件事情，哪怕会有牺牲，会有流血？
Entire Spring blooms on the branches，plump luna shines in the dark night.
华枝春满，天心月圆。
That is the moral character of Chinese，which also is the realm I would like to pursue.
这是国人的品性，亦是我想要追求的境界。
In a word，I am a contradiction.And I think everybody is a contradiction.
综上所述，我是一个矛盾体。并且吾认为，每一个人都是一个矛盾体。
I would like to be a lonesome wolf which lives in the north，at the same time，I am eager for a warm hug.
我愿意成为北方孤独的一匹狼，也渴望温暖的抱抱。
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